i'm soo confused

i'm so freakin' confused right now. i don't kno if i'm bored or excited. i'm bored because there is nothing to do right now, and i'm starving, but i'm excited because i'm going to North Carolina next week(YAY), and the Bad Girls Club is on a marathon, and then Bad Girls Club: Miami comes on tonight. u don't know how long i've been waiting for this show to come on oxygen. i thing i've been waiting since march, or february. yeah, it's been a long time....on the bright side i'm not starving anymore. i just made myself lunch. i made pasta italiana. ok, maybe not the italiana part, but its really good, and it was so easy to make. just boil the pasta but the sauce over heat, and some cheese, and then...BOOM, a good quality meal, that will hold me over until dinner. i just wish my stepmother could see that. she always acts like i can't do anything for myself. if i wanted to, or if i had to, i would do it. she doesn't see me every second of the day. she doesn't know what i do at home. she was sooo surprised when i made those brownies. listen here, i've making since before i even met her, so she needs to step of. i'm the one that introduced that house hold to ghiradelli brownies in the first place. i'm sorry, that just made me really mad. she just thinks that she knows everything sometimes. OMGZZ, this pasta is just soo good.i can't believe it was so good, and so easy to make. i hope that once we get to north carolina, my mom and i can go back to school shop. i want at least one article of clothing for mary-kate and ashley olsen's line, olsenboye, and madonna's new line, material girl. i saw them both in seventeen magazine, and the clothes looked so cute, and according to my dad, the cheapest man on the planet, the clothes are affordable. i hope my mom says yes. most of the time my mom says yes when we're in north carolina, so i think i have a good chane at getting what i want. i really don't wat to do my summer hw. i think the book is reallyboring. i think that i just find it boring because i have to re-read the beginning again because i have to add post-it notes, and write in the main parts of each chapter. since i already read the beginning, i'm not having fun doing it. it's just...bporing. i wonder what's going on between my mom, and my great aunt. everytime they see each other, it seems like they have a problem with each other. i really don't know why. i know that they had a problem a few years ago, but i still don't know hat happened. it was really weird, and i was really sad about it when my mom told me that they weren't talking. i distinctly remember her waking me up and telling me something happened between them, and i coudn't see her for a while. i was really crying, but i don't remember what happened. i think that i really do have short term memory-loss. i hope that if i ask my mom what happened, she will tell me. that reminds me, i should call bff that i llas back.
i run l.a....
kthnxbai!