my mom gets on my last nerve

ok,so by now you all know about my new school, and the two boys that like me. if you don't let me fill you in. i go to a knew school, i've gone there for three days now, and there are two boys that i know like me. one of them is this boy tristin, who i think is kinda cute, but brandon is too short for me, even though he is cute, and nice. but tristin, ahhh, im at a loss for words. i wish he would just tell me that he likes me already. its not like i don't know. three people already told me, and one of them was one of his friends, so i know for sure. then today in art, one of his other friends, darius, who i also find totally hot, kept asking me if i liked tristin. of course the answer is yes, but i didn't answer. then i saw him again outside. at first i thought he had already left, because by the time i got to my locker, after walking behind insanely slow people down the stairs for about an HOUR, he wasn't there. outside he was with his friends, and they were talking, and looking at me. i had a good idea that they were talking about me, but you can never be sure about anything, until they come over to you. and start talking to you, and saying stuff like "talk", "be friends", "love each other", and stuff like that. i would have no problem with any of them, but of course tristin had to act like a little girl, and get all shy, but it was cute. every time i think about him, i get butterflies in my stomach. like right now, and...now. so, when i got home, i told my mom all about my day, and about the whole tristin thing(but not me liking him), and you know what she said to me? "i just want you to know that the whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing isn't permitted to you, you're only 12", or something like that. it just really made me mad, because she thinks that she can just control me . i don't care that she's not letting me date, well, actually i do, but it's just that she controls everything in my life, and has a bunch of restrictions pointed towards me. im not saying that i don't have a great life, and my mom isn't awesome, its just that she can be so over baring at times. it can be so stressful. she doesn't even let me go to sleep overs, because she thinks everyone is a rapist. aren't sleep overs like the key to success when it comes to being a girl? the answer you are probably looking for is yes, at least i know that's the answer im looking for. maybe she lighten up if i keep this retched attitude towards her.
kthnxbai!

my first day(two days ago)

well tuesday was my first day at my new school, and so far its all good. the people are nice, i mean most of them, and we haven't really had any real classes, so i can't comment on that. sidenote: if i hear airplanes again in the next 2 hrs, im gonna have a bf. back to the main subject: school. i really am happy there, but i don't know why. i think that my mom thinks that i am makeing up the fact that i really do likem my new school more than my old one. propbably because i can't give her a real reason, but i don't have one, it just feels right, you know. i also hear tha a certain boy(s) like me. i'm pretty sure that tristin likes me, but i'm not so sure about the whole brandon thing. that one was kinda random, and i only heard that one from one person. mind you, neither one of these boys are in my class, so what does that tell you? i think that i also have made a few good friend. i do believe that i've made 11 friends in two days, which is pretty much a record, for me anyway. now, i get kinda jittery when i think about tristin, which is kinda weird since i don't really know him, i actually don't really know anyone, but i really don't know him. i didn't think that i liked him either...i guess i just like the feeling of being capable to be liked by more than one person, but that doesn't make me a slut...does it?omigosh, did i tell you that i finally got a locker? no, well idid, and despite what i heard i don't have o share it. guess what else, tristin's locker is right next to mine, and my other friend olivia's is next to his, which i don't really have a problem with, because at least i'm around people i like. i love that our social studies teacher is so easy going, in her class we can sit wherever we want, and after that, i don't have to leave 'cause i'm in that room for dissmisal, and of course that it my new self assigned seat,and i like having that choice. it makes me feel older, and i've always wanted that kind've freedom. i also don't have a problem with assigned seats, and i don't really have room for a choice to have a problem with them, because i have assigned seats in all of my other classes which kind've bites the big one. i have to go now, but i'll be back later
kthnxbai!