midsummer's dream

i think that i have a right to say the the dream i had this afternoon had to be one of the best/strangest dreams i ever had. i liked it so much that i am going to turn it into a book. i'm not going to say what it was about, because some person that reads this might try to turn my dream into a book before i do. then they'll get all the fame, and fortune. to keep it short, it's not happenin'. i just thought that you all had a right to know that i will be writing a book.
kthnxbai!

who's a happy camper??? i am!!!

its not even freakin' funny how relieved i am to be back home. for i while i wasn't even sure if we would end up coming, but we finally did, even if it was a day late, and even though my mom left to go to savannah, georgia the next day. i'm just so happy to be home...well at my grandparents house which is kind've like a 2nd, or 3rd home, if you don't count my dad's house. i do. let's recap what happend yesterday: i feel like the plane ride took forever, because it practiacally did. the first one (we had connecting flights) was only about an hour long, but we were kinda early for the flight, so we ate a little. all i had was some french flies. afterwards, we were on the smallest/loudest plane possible. it practically impossible to get any sleep. somehow the guy sitting next to me fell asleep. i'm not even lying when i say that he looked exactly like an older version of toby issacs from degrassi. i would never lie about something like that. i didn't ask if it was him, because i didn't know his real name. i think it would be kinda weird to say, "hey, aren't you the guy that played toby issacs on degrassi a few years ago?"...actually, that sounds like a good idea now. oh, whatever, let's just get back to the story. so, after that flight, we had to take another one from phili to nc, and that one was so much nicer. it was bigger, for one thing, and it was wayyyy quieter than the first one. it looked kind've futuristic to me. it must've been a new plane. the seats were so big, but then again, i guess all seats are big compared to the first plane. anyway, where was i...oh yeah, the flight seemed so quick. i guess it seemed fast because i was watching a movie, but still. it might've also been because we were going to nc from phili, and not new york. once we landed i felt like we were at the airport forever. my luggage came on time but for some strange reason, my mom's bag got to the airport before we did because it came on the non-stop flight. i don't even know why, and neither does my mom, which is kinda weird, because i feel like she has all of the answers. i wanted to go to chick-fil-a so badly, but we took a car service, so i guess we couldn't really stop. i guess i can always get some at the mall 2morrow, or on monday. when i got to my house it was so freakin hot upstairs. it was completely ridiculous. i thought i was gonna pass out. there was literally sweat dripping off of my face by the time i came back downstairs. since my mom left to go to savannah, georgia, i got to come to my grandparents house, which is where i'm typing this post from. i love it here. like i said, it's like a 2nd, or 3rd home. when i got here yesterday, it was kind've a chill day. i didn't do much, but since it was friday, i got to get pizza. fridays are usually pizza fridays, but when i'm in new york, i don't get it. i guess thats because my mom and i are both trying to lose weight. oh, and we also got ice cream from Brewster's. i love their ice cream. its so creamy. i guess thats where they got ice "cream" from. i never knew that you could get two flavors of ice cream in one cup. i may never go back to the brownie sundae's again. in a word: delicious! now on to today: i woke up at the crack of dawn, and i do mean crack, it was stil gray outside, to go bike riding with my grandmother. well technically, she walked, but that's beside the point. as soon as i got home i passed out. i slept until almost 2pm. i could've done better though. my record is 3:40pm. i am so proud of myself. anyway, where was i...oh yeah, we went to magiano's for my grandmother's birthday. technically her birthday is on monday, but we celebrated it today. it was absolutely delicious. i love it there. that's really all i did today, but i had a great time!
kthnxbai!
(Note: and started on friday, and completed on saturday)

the ups, and downs of my life

i am so pumped. so many great things are happening right now that i can barely contain myself. unfortunately, there are some bad things going on too. the great things are as follows. 1. i am going to nc tomorrow. 2. degrassi: the boiling point has a new episode coming on in less than 15min. 3. my outfit for tomorrow is soo cute. 4. i am going to look so pretty by the time school rolls around because i am getting plenty beauty sleep(i woke up at 3:40pm today). the bad things are as follows. 1. i still haven't packed yet. 2. degrassi the boiling point might be coming to an end because its been going on for a while now. as they say, all great things must come to an end. 3. i wore the shorts that i'm wearing tomorrow yesterday, but not for a long time. only 2hr tops. 4. my plan might be a little convoluted because i stay up late, and then sleep late. i don't know, i hope this plan works. 5. this computer is about to die, because as i stated yesterday, this charger is a piece of crap. 6. i have no idea what to pak for this glorious trip to my hometown(kinda). 7. i still haven't finished my summer homework. i guess i'll have to do that in nc. i seem to always do that on every break. i wait until i get to nc, and then on the day before we come home, i try and finish all of my "over-break" hw. this time, it's gonna be different. i promise. my nose is itchy, but again, im trying to keep typing before this computer automatically saves all my work. that would probably be a good idea since there is no telling when this computer is gonna die. anyway, where was i before i rudely interrupted myself? ah yes, 8. i have to put all of my laundry away before i leave, which is tomorrow. 9. i have to wash all of the dishes, not fun. ok, thinking about all of this makes me think that i should get on it. so i'll be back tomorrow, or friday, or maybe even saturday.
kthnxbai!

i'm soo distressed

im distressed. im soo freakin distressed. to start off, The Bad Girls Club: Miami sucs, arse. its soo aweful i want to throw up. i don't think that any of you understand how dissapointed i am in the retard fest. all of them look like street walkers, and they go around saying "BAD GIRLS" all freakin day, and then they go to lubs, get into fights, and get thrown out. its soo stupid. i was excited for the longest time for the show to come back on, but now i just want a different season to come on.i really hope that this is going to better in the future. the next episode needs to be 10x's better than the past 2. i'm also distressed because my hollister jeans might not come until the 19th of august. do u know how long it's gonna take, and how impatient i am. it's completey barbarick. i reallyyy hope that they get to NC before the 19th. another reason i'm distressed is because this computer that i'm typing on is a bunch of crap. scratch that, the charger is a piece of crap. the slightest movement , and it loses power, but that's only on certain days. two days ago i could move it all over the place, and then just tap it, and it would be fine. now i have to make sure its in just the right spot at just the right angle, and then it might work. its sooo stupid. the other reason im distressed is because this girl on youtube who makes awesome videos disabled her formspring account for a reaso unknown to the general publc. then theres this other person on formspring that laims to be her, but i don't believe it is actually her, because she is soo mean, and rude on there. the olivia on youtube doesn't seem like she would be there. she also said that she would be in los gatos, ca for a while, but the real olivia moved to a place 8hrs away from los gatos, ca. i forgot the name of it, and the real olivia has been in hawaii for the past 2-3 weeks. so i know that that person has to be fake. anyway, i wonder when my school list is coming. i really hope that it doesn't come whle we're in NC. that would brake my heart. my mom really needs to check the mail, or let my get it. i just need to know, and my magazine might be here. it distresses me not to know what's going on. commercials that come on also distress me. the RJ Berger commercial for instance, and also the commercial for The Nighlife. i don't ever plan on watching that show, so they might aswell stop playing commercials for it on my television. i have to pee so bad. i just dn't feel like getting up though. what else distresses me????? um, how about the fact that um, this thing saves my post everytime i stop typing. sonow i feel like i have to keep typing so it dpesn't save. i know that that's tupid, but i don't care. i just want the school list to come. then i want to go to NC and get everything i need there, including my clothes. i can't wait to go shopping. i just hope my mom has the money. i know what look i want to go for this year. not to preppy, but with a slight punk edge. usher distress me. "honey got some boobies like pow pow pow"??? really, is that the best that we could come up with? aren't you a grammy award winning artist? even if your not, you should now better than to write such foolishness. ok, my fingers hurt now, so i gues we're done for the day. i might be back tomorrow.
kthnxbai!

i'm soo confused

i'm so freakin' confused right now. i don't kno if i'm bored or excited. i'm bored because there is nothing to do right now, and i'm starving, but i'm excited because i'm going to North Carolina next week(YAY), and the Bad Girls Club is on a marathon, and then Bad Girls Club: Miami comes on tonight. u don't know how long i've been waiting for this show to come on oxygen. i thing i've been waiting since march, or february. yeah, it's been a long time....on the bright side i'm not starving anymore. i just made myself lunch. i made pasta italiana. ok, maybe not the italiana part, but its really good, and it was so easy to make. just boil the pasta but the sauce over heat, and some cheese, and then...BOOM, a good quality meal, that will hold me over until dinner. i just wish my stepmother could see that. she always acts like i can't do anything for myself. if i wanted to, or if i had to, i would do it. she doesn't see me every second of the day. she doesn't know what i do at home. she was sooo surprised when i made those brownies. listen here, i've making since before i even met her, so she needs to step of. i'm the one that introduced that house hold to ghiradelli brownies in the first place. i'm sorry, that just made me really mad. she just thinks that she knows everything sometimes. OMGZZ, this pasta is just soo good.i can't believe it was so good, and so easy to make. i hope that once we get to north carolina, my mom and i can go back to school shop. i want at least one article of clothing for mary-kate and ashley olsen's line, olsenboye, and madonna's new line, material girl. i saw them both in seventeen magazine, and the clothes looked so cute, and according to my dad, the cheapest man on the planet, the clothes are affordable. i hope my mom says yes. most of the time my mom says yes when we're in north carolina, so i think i have a good chane at getting what i want. i really don't wat to do my summer hw. i think the book is reallyboring. i think that i just find it boring because i have to re-read the beginning again because i have to add post-it notes, and write in the main parts of each chapter. since i already read the beginning, i'm not having fun doing it. it's just...bporing. i wonder what's going on between my mom, and my great aunt. everytime they see each other, it seems like they have a problem with each other. i really don't know why. i know that they had a problem a few years ago, but i still don't know hat happened. it was really weird, and i was really sad about it when my mom told me that they weren't talking. i distinctly remember her waking me up and telling me something happened between them, and i coudn't see her for a while. i was really crying, but i don't remember what happened. i think that i really do have short term memory-loss. i hope that if i ask my mom what happened, she will tell me. that reminds me, i should call bff that i llas back.
i run l.a....
kthnxbai!