Saturday, June 19, 2010

i feel sooo accomplished!

it's not even freakin' funny how accomplished i feel right now. last week on Monday @ around 2:30pm, i made gack my boyfriend (hold for applause). i dumped him at around the same time the next Monday, but it's all good. he was really nice, he treated me fine, but he didn't make me feel special, and like i was his girlfriend. he just treated me like he did before. we went out once, and that was fun, but still. i also dumped him because i can admit that i like javan way more than i like gack. that kinda sucks for me because one of my friends (shiann), hates his guts. i mean, she really hates him. she said that she wasn't mad about me liking him, but i could tell that she was really pissed. that also might've been because she liked him first, and he turned her down. yeah...that's probably it. i really didn't think this through did i? anyway, i feel really well about how i dumped gack, and how well he took it. we're still friends, and we occasionally flirt with each other, but i know that in my heart that i like javan more than i liked gack. it's too bad since i personally only have 3 more days of school. i guess i'll never know what could've been since i'm switching schools for next year. goodbye gross public school, hello beautiful private school. ok, i was only joking about that, but i am moving to private school next year. thank goodness that it's not an all girls school, because i don't know what i would do if i went to a school where i couldn't stare at boys all day. hahaha!. i'm really gonna miss everyone in my class next year. i'm even gonna miss omatte. weird...the only person i'm not gonna miss is ebrook. she's just really gross. but on the bright side, i have accomplished a lot in these last few weeks. i got a boyfriend, dumped him, admitted my true feelings for javan, kissed a boy, forgave my teacher(almost), and got a's in all my classes except for 1. i am officially ready for the summer!
kthxbai!

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