i'm getting over it

it's not even freakin' funny how hard this is. there is this boy in my class that my heart ultimately belongs to, and now i have to stop liking him. why, you might find yourself asking? he has nice biceps, he doesn't have a huge ego, he can be playful, and what about those arms, but according to different sources, and physical actions, his hear belongs to another. heart crushing, i know. just typing these words makes me want to cry. is hard not to like his guy anymore, because i've liked him since he beginning of the year. i used to get little signals that he liked me too. he would hold my bag for my (about 30000 lbs), he joked around with me (tried to quiz me on Franc...FAIL), and we would just sit around and talk sometimes. even my friends were like "he's totally your boy toy". ever since i told my friends that i liked him, and one of my friends admitted that she liked him too, it all gone down hill. it got all over half the grade, and it makes me seem obsessed. no one will let me live it down. he looks at me occasionally, but its not the same. he also acts all lovey dovey with this other girl that is tre popular. he hugs her, kisses her on the cheek, twirls her around, and its hard to be around him, because i know what he does with the other girl. i wish i never told my friends that i liked him. i might've had a chance with this guy if i didn't say a single word. i guess i just have to get over him. (tear tear)